I have put this off for a few days now but let’s attack this head on.
About me…. I hurt people, people I love…. I feel regret but I did it. I live in pain, but it’s a good pain, I’m not unhappy… in fact I’m a chirpy guy but I’m pained by the love I’ve lost, by opportunities I’ve missed and by a life that disappointed me. I’m a womaniser…. a good one too but in honesty I’d exchange it all for one last day with a woman I loved.
I look around this world and i see a broken society, a society of unhappy damaged people, people horded into the same reality tv watching, job hating, issue ignoring cycle that I have been. I see a life that could have been…. if only I’d freed myself from this.
I can honestly say I love everyone I meet in their own way, i see beauty in everybody even in the most deplorable situations. I spend my life at work watching people go through the most painful and desperate of times, sometimes they win and they survive others I witness their last moments.
Keep tuned and eventually I’ll tell you it all, every gory detail, I’ll be all talked out and I’ll go.